Thursday, August 14, 2008

Wondering~~

I am wondering, where would I be in few years time?
What would I become?
Am I gonna have all that I want right now?
Or will I still be searching for the things that I want, right now?
What do I want exactly?
That is something which has been bothering me lately. I have no idea what I want right now. What am I seeking at the moment.

Few weeks ago, I told a friend of mine what I have been feeling lately. I told him what I felt at that moment. The conversation didn't help me much though, but I felt better after telling him all the things which has been bothering me all this while. Actually, I thanked him for being my friend. I told him that I enjoyed having him. He kept me entertained and help me to forget stuffs that will distract me and my emotions. Maybe right now I am at the stage where I will not know what I am right now, what will I be in the future, or what exactly I want at the moment. I am trying my best to control my emotions and feelings. I do not want my feelings to control me, but I'm afraid somehow I will lose control of myself and ended being someone different. Someone that I will not know.

Will my life be any better soon? Hopefully.
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